I just happen to be listening to that song by Queen.
I really don't have anything to talk about....but then again, that's the only time I type in my journal anyway.
I love how this whole thing is gonna be about how bored I am.
Vics makes me vomit. Seriously.
I was thinking, y'know how on infommercials they'll say: 100% Guarantee! ?
Well, if you ask me that's kind of redundant. Even if the guarantee has limitations or conditions, it's still a 100% guarantee. You can't really have a 50% guarantee, can you?
Now listening to: Find Me Somebody To Love by Queen(<3)
I wish something monumental would happen to me.
Monumentally good, I guess, but at least if it was something bad, it would be interesting.
Riding the bus home from school, it's horrible. I think about how much I hate myself. More specifically WHAT I hate about myself and how other people must hate me too. 'Cause really, I mean, if I don't like myself, how can I expect other people to like me? I like drawing but it's a curse because you can never be the best. I suppose that goes for anything, really, but w/e. DA is depressing because everyone is better than me.
If I wasn't such a coward, I probably would've commited suicide by now. Really, though, maybe not, because that has to be the crappiest way to die. I mean, when I die it's gonna be something that everyone will remember. I'll save a bunch of people or something.
That's another thing I hate. When the newspapers say: "Brave 2 year old lives life with cancer!" Well, hello!, of course they're gonna live life like normal! It's a 2 year old! They don't know what cancer is or what it means! And it's like, what else am I gonna do? Kill myself? Mope around the house? Cry myself to sleep every night? Hell no! If I'm going to die, like I said, I'm going to go out with a bang! I'm gonna have a heckuvalot of fun with life before I'm dead. And honestly, that's how everyone should live life. Day by day. It's much more fun that way.
Eh, but what do I know. It's not like my opinions are shaping the world or anything.
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Monumental, like a bomb drop? That'd wake you up I guess, but I don't really think it'd be all that enjoyable.
Everyone will remember if you do something monumental with your suicide. A nuklear bomb in the middle of San Francisco would certainly be remembered. Not sure why you'd want to blow up anything in the U.S., but hey, it sure would be remembered.
Nope, because the only thing that shapes the world are drastically huge events, and giant monkeys.
No seriously, I'm not kidding about the monkeys.