Dear Journal,
I am not at my happiest today. For some reason, ever since the RP at the Libero went belly-up, I've been feeling depressed, moody, anxious, and tired. I am seriously not enjoying it. Once again, I found myself turning to video games to satisfy my need for some outlet for my stress. I found brief respite in the gore filled glory that is Unreal Tournament.
I'm not sure what to do about the Libero thing. I've suggested delaying the takeover for a while, for a few reasons, such as James learning from Seth. Thought to be honest, nearly all of my enthusiasm for the attack has been drained by the OOC bickering and plan changing. Now Syril's quit, the RP dried up.
I think I've gradually come to see the light of day. I no longer care all that much about Gelmax leading the Libero, as I know he's doing a good job. There seem to be more and more people signing up everyday. I'm not sure about some of their RPing talent, but I'm sure after a while they'll get better. Practice makes perfect.
Anyways, back to my concerns. The new Libero's HQ was going to be an airbase, with a large Ragnarok as a mobile HQ. I think we went a little bit crazy on this plan, and I'm beginning to prefer the idea of the more traditional mansion. I get the feeling that after a while, the new Libero members would get bored of it and stop RPing. Not only that, but its only decent purpose would be so we can attack other guilds. Most guilds in their right mind would refuse to be attacked by it, or have uber defences which kick the flying crap-cakes out of it.
I miss the good old days, like most of the other Originals. But the new mafia has new good days, which, although not quite the same, are still satisfying anyways. I'm really beginning to confuse myself about the entire thing.
My RL life has been boring. Just going to school, then going home. Not much between them. Today my uncle came over to help my Dad fit the new dishwasher, and me, my uncle and my brother all played racing games together. But after a while that got boring, so I returned to my room to play more Unreal Tournament and let my worry over the Libero gnaw at me for a bit.
I guess that's all I have to say right now. Until next time, then.
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