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~ME~Hello! I'm Sunny [Sunshine Artemus].I'm 18 & In love with the most amazing boy named Atreyou.[Trey].We have had our ups & downs,but it has only made our relationship stronger.I help mom take care of 5 kids.I work as a rock climbing instructor.Iwill put more on here later.This is enough for now!!! Update: My mother passed away and my stepuncle(my siblings real uncle) and step aunt adopted them.I live in a small apartment in portland alone.I am a fulltime Instructor at the Rock Climbing gym.MULTIMEDIA:~ "MOVE ALONG" By ALL AMERICAN REJECTSI have not been on because because I lost my mother.Over a year ago,close to two,I lost my dad.so now I have no parents and 5 half siblings.I had a stepdad,he is the one that died,my dad was a deadbeat and disappeared on us before I was born.
Anyhow,so I'm a guardian of a 3yo-15 yo.I work full time and get help from military checks and other things my parents had set up,but still the sadness I feel is overwhelmiming and I have to keep it inside and be strong for my siblings.
It is hard when a three year old looks up at you and asks "When is mommy getting home"
It is hard being since I can't be cool and hang out with friends that all have ditched me but 2 very close friends.
I am lucky and aunts and uncles help as much as they posibbly can.
one of my Aunt and Uncle took all 5 for 2 weeks to give me time to mourn.
I feel so lost right now,this house is so empty and the weight on my shoulders is too much to bear someties.
So please,everyone,be patient with me.I'm really thinking of quitting Gaia.If it wasn't for a certain sexy guy I love,I would already have quit.
Love Sunny
Anyhow,so I'm a guardian of a 3yo-15 yo.I work full time and get help from military checks and other things my parents had set up,but still the sadness I feel is overwhelmiming and I have to keep it inside and be strong for my siblings.
It is hard when a three year old looks up at you and asks "When is mommy getting home"
It is hard being since I can't be cool and hang out with friends that all have ditched me but 2 very close friends.
I am lucky and aunts and uncles help as much as they posibbly can.
one of my Aunt and Uncle took all 5 for 2 weeks to give me time to mourn.
I feel so lost right now,this house is so empty and the weight on my shoulders is too much to bear someties.
So please,everyone,be patient with me.I'm really thinking of quitting Gaia.If it wasn't for a certain sexy guy I love,I would already have quit.
Love Sunny
Update:I still live in Oregon.I was going to move to Cali with Matt,but changed my mind and just got a small apartment in Portland.Decided I need to be around for my siblings if they needed me at all.Matt is moving to Florida with his mother and 2 brothers.Meantime,on Gaia Trey has disappeared and I'm not even sure we are still together.I hope he is ok.I am worried about him.Oh,my 5 half siblings were adopted by my dads brother and wife.I am living about 30 minutes from them or so.They live on a nice ranch and are happy.I have finally sold the family home and have most of the things in storage.The grief still gets bad,but I'm strong and I move along as I always did.
