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Today wasn't exactly the best day in the history of my life. Actually...It was close to the worst day...cuz I got about five minutes worth of attention from Sheila...then I had to go ******** up by hanging from the balcony in the atrium. She told me not to. I should have listened. I'm an idiot. She's more important to me than impressing people. She's the most important thing in the world to me. She told me not to because she was scared for me. She didn't want me to die. And what's more she didn't want to have to watch me die. I love her more than anything, and if I lose her over this I dunno what I'll do to myself. I'd ask for ppl to respond with any kind of advice at all...but that's pretty usless being as Sheila's the only person who ever reads my jornal anyway. So yeah. I love you, Sheila. I realize how stupid what I did was, and I swear I will never do anything like that again. Nothing that could cause me to die or become seriously injured if I have even one slight miscalculation. I love you more than anything in the world. I'd do anything for you. So if you don't want me to do things like that, then I promise you that from now on I won't. I love you so much. So, yeah...I guess I'll see you tomorrow. *resists urge to hug because a hug might be a bad idea right now*