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when i was little my parents got divorced and i was the only one that could remember everything of that one day that change my life for ever.
As i grown old me dad ended up getting married and i personaly hated the women, anyway she kept on thinking that i was trying to break them up but i wasn't just cause hated her dosn't mean that i want to wreak the love between her and my dad. once they got married i started doing things to me that could cause a bunch of help and everything. i never got to spend time with my mom and i loved her alot i told her everything and what i was doing to myself she told me to stop cause one day i would end up getting away from my dad and living with her well i couldn't take the blaming on me and ppl getting mad at me and i just couldn't stand it any more and i just wanted it to stop. the things that i had tried were on any of my families beleifs but me anything can happen if i want it. If you still don't get what I’m saying i tryed to kill myself. one time i was told to tell my dad i went outside cause he was working on the car and i told him and all he did was uuuum and went right back to working on his car so that is what i have went through and i hoping that i can stop doing it.

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