Well I managed to make a decent outfite here. I looked around at the stores, all the while getting money as usual for a nice decent coat to go w/ it. For now all I manged was a top, bottom, shoes and gloves. I just need a coat and maybe an accessorie to boot. I want to make my appearance look as thiefish as possible. The monkey...no *coughpenguincoughthingcough* noticed and so far he's given it a "ummmmm" as a comment. I'm not sure if he's speechless or just ish plain shocked. I look decent. Don't I? I might need to work on the top, maybe a dark green or a nice white. I might not be as detailed as those other people around here but I try. I spent my money to early, I understand that now. lol I was so close to getting that nice jacket that was around 10000+ something. oh well. Back to the old drawing board....wait just what am I trying to achieve? No one notices me except the penguin and maybe those nice polite people that are scattered all around this place. I'm not saying Gaia is bad nor the members just some people are a lil too old.
Since it was the penguin whom mentioned this place, I like it. But it takes alot of work on money to get the things you want. Usually when I work, it's rewarding as in "beyond money". When I get money, it's when I actually agree to work for it or get it on special occasions. (think DIVIDEND.....!!!) I'm sure many can realte to that. For now I can just sit back, spend long hours on talk, server freezes, END TASK, then redo the log in all over again. It gets into a lil cycle after a while till you decide to break it. When I'm in forums I have a lot to say it but not a good enough audience to tell it to. Who would listen to a silly juu yon sai? I know, not much here that I have found but the ones that do listen have their own schedule.
Since I've stumbled onto the irc server around two years ago, I learn quite a few things but I won't say them. They are my lessons and I think for once! I should stop trying to teach people things. I may think I know everything, but i don't. Doesn't anyone? *sighs* there I go, already falling into lecture mode. Camaro:aka John N. my online anisan, has told me things I thought I denied long ago. He's very smart, seems to be more of the participant then the spectator and is quite open, more then he keeps saying he has barriers. I know they are there, he just threw me the trick of letting me pass through a fake one. I understand if he doesn't fully trust me. We're on a online server where all you can see is text. He has a straighter head on his shoulders then I do since I'm more younger and inexpierenced then he. As much as I want to understand him, I shouldn't pry into his life and claim I'm apart of it. I never was and never will be. He can only offer what he could as a possible brother to certain limits.
When I first told him what oniichan meant, it seems that we were already like that. He's older, funny and ish alert but direct and blunt. I'm younger, naive, quiet and outspoken but...sneaky. We call each other names, hug and say " luv you", "luv you to". Cam has his own lil sis and older sis. As much as I want him to be my true bro, I can't. I don't really want to bother him with my silly problems that are not really worth his time. Sure he'll tell me about his ex, the new girl at work he has intrest in and the complications, not to mention he sticks up for me when nessacary. He doesn't but into my life like some overprotectice git, but someone who stays a respective distant and lend a ear when needed. At least I think. You can never be to sure what happening at the other end. I just hope he gets has a nice life.
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