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I am SO PISSED right now it isn't even funny. I am constantly ignored, and yet I pour my heart and trust into my "friends", and they just THROW IT AWAY!!!!!!!! Now I am heartless, and trustless and no one even cares.......or notices. Well, DUH, of course i wouldn't burst into tears right at the lunch table. Anyway, everyone is getting all "hooked up", while i'm left here, dateless, and friendless.
I am officially putting a stone wall in between me and everyone else I've encountered. Too many leaving outs, too many secrets, too many betrayals, and too much pain. Yeah, yeah, i know, on my sig, it's all. "humans aren't prefect, and don't let them get to you."
well, too bad. If humans are so "imperfect", then they should at LEAST TRY to fix some problems that are really unnesessary, and too late, they've gotten to me, and it seems they tried to hurt me. So now, I am not going to care about anyone*, unless their decisions affect me.

*EXCEPTIONS! My family (duh), and this guy that i have a crush on. well, actually, i don't know him well enough to hate him, yet, so he's STILL IN THE CLEAR.

..............................................THEN....................................................................

crying <--- me..................... sweatdrop lol lol cool whee <--- other ppls talking

.............................................NOW (or soon).......................................................


mrgreen <--- me.............................. confused confused confused neutral question <other ppls