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::sighs as she leans back against the bedpost::

seriously....i cannot explain how I felt about yesterday and what has transpired, but i know for a fact that i am sad and happy at the same time. Should I go on with it? But that would mean i am sacrificing what i truely admire and cherished....but then....i guess i already did sacrifice it....in one swift.....repeated...move.

just...like a movie....:sighs:

Opening and enveloping me, pushing and holding on...A hollow tunnel that craves for more as the season changes. Let me say that I am "sensitive" to other peoples feelings....I can actually understand and live in that feeling they are going through presently....
but alas for my soul...i've hold on for years...and one move can incapacitate me. With that emotion that has been thinking "it has been sooo long...." I felt that too in away.....and both souls succumb together.

Oh that which I call Full Moon does not entirely meant that it arrives at the full moon, i happen to remember that...the full moon is rather sad to look at....I cry half the times.... a beast forever looking out the magick mirror....

As that tunnel succumbs me, my thoughts drift to that person but immediately shattered....this feeling that i have gathered and waded in.....thoroughly destroyed everything else in my mind. My personality has shifted again....and now...i feel....
redface oy my head. Now i really feel like Mizerable. "you who are on the other side..."

That was the first time....but it felt as if....i've done it before....are my past lives....seeping into this one? Where experience has....coagulated....

Silence must be heard....Enigma is correct.