I've been thinking about this for some time now. It seems as though I think about it more often now. Why do I feel as if I'm always putting on a facade? I feel as if I put one on with my parents, my friends, teachers and even total strangers. I'm so tired, drained, exhausted (however you want to put it) I want to be just me, you know? Show how I'm really feeling, show the real me but instead the happy, sweet, bubbly mask comes on and I can't control it. I guess I'm scared that if I show people the real me, they won't like me any more. I crave attention and I'm scared that the real me won't be interesting enough and won't bring me the attetion I need. Hmm, ok that's it for right now. I don't think I've ever had a diary/journal. *wonders if she's doing it right* On a sidenote, why does it take so long for the journal to load?
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Hmm about myself... Not much to tell, really... I'm just a simple, sweet, kind, innocent girl... ;)
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