yes you thought right....
my consistant babbling about being in love were slowly turned away from me....
i dont understand how it could be so cruel....
its not fair...
its not just....
but its life....
no, before you ask.....
David and i never did anything....
no, only kiss....
full blown truth....
but yet we are getting acused for something we didnt do!
yes we are getting accused of sleeping together!
its down right bull s**t!
but....
it didnt matter...
because i knew we were in this together....
we hold eachother through ups and downs....
just like we did when i lost shane....
he was caring, patient....
didnt rush into things....
but now....
when i get back to school the next day....
i get a fair well hug and a kiss so sweet it woul make anyone cry....
but now what does he do!
he doesnt look at me....
doesnt talk to me....
i wont lie....
i miss it, i truly do....
the way he used to stair at me....
that way that always made you think about what exactly they were thinking...
he called me beautiful....
and for that moment in time...
i did feel beautiful....
and then it was over...
his words are floating, prodding my head...
telling me to tell him i love him over and over....
to tell him we were together in struggles.....
that we can make it though this one....
but no...
i just dont exist....
my sanity....
has once again....
been....
deminished....
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