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Lay do ho yea wor. First you said u can't live w/o me now u find someone else. And u put her pic on ur msn. U never putted mine on ever. I can't believe it. Arg... why do you even bother to ask me if I'm mad at you. What do you want me to say? Ngo g a ngo ho sor jai fell for u. I wasn't planning to at first gor wor. I wasn't physically attracted to u. But I thought it was so sad ur life. I just wanted to make u happy. Eventually I did fall in love with u. crying I wish I never did. What gets me most is that when we're dating u liked her and u completely blocked me out for a couple days. I had to beg and beg u to answer. U just ignored my cries. You even hung up on me. Until I finally said I'm not going to bug u call me whenever and told u not to act like a child and avoid my calls. You know then it really hurted me. I didn't know what went wrong I thought something happened to you. Now instead of blocking u I'm trying to get over u and keep u as a frd. It's hard. I even told u not to bug me much on msn ga for now anyways. when I see u online I get mad...or sad...now with the addition of her picture what can I say. I hate you hate you forever? Why do you msg me with her pic there. You keep talking about her and you. ok I get the point already. You don't have to keep telling me. U like seeing me in pain or something? God please help me. I already been sad for him for a long time it's not worth it. Plz help me get over him