I want to make a difference, I'm just not sure how to go about doing it.....
Most people would say donate, volunteer, etc......
But I don't think that's just it
There's more to it than that.... not that those aren't good solutions, but they're too easy and commmonplace...
I want an adventure, a challenge, and the ability to see gratitude, not pain on the faces of those that I help....
I'm not sure where to start though
The logical place would be the beginning.... but I can't seem to find it
I must have left there long ago
And I say that I have the strength to keep going... but I'm not sure if I do right now
I'm so tired....
Tired of everything....
I just want to get away... but I know I can't... I have a race to run...
A race that I can't get out of and that I feel like I'll never win....
I'd love to feel good about just running the race, but it's zapping so much of my energy that I don't know how to deal with it all....
One day at a time I guess....
I just wish there was something to look forward to tomorrow.....
CreamPuff2021 Community Member 
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