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i have this crush on this guy at my school. he used to like me very much but i fell for his best friend but he didn't have a problem with that. he always shows me that he has feelings for me but i never liked him that time and i never minded that he was showing me his feelings. he still liked me for one more year. then he started liking a new girl and they went out for a while. they broke up because she was cheating on him with three other guys. now everytime i see him, i have this strange reaction. it's unexplainable. we would talk once in a while. i'm starting to really like him, but i'm not sure if he still likes me. sometimes when we talk it would seem like he likes me. but then later on he acts all regular. it's really hard to tell if he likes me so i'm thinking about asking him out. but i'm not sure if i should ask him out because i'm afraid of being rejected by him . and if i get rejected by him people will be bugging me about it. my friend (who i barely see anymore) also has a crush on him, but she doesn't know that i like him. he's also short but i don't care about how short he is but at my school people care about how tall and short people are. if he does go with me, i'm afraid that friend might hate me. life doesn't mean a thing to me sometimes!