How long has it been since I've written an entry? Too long that's for sure. Heh been gone so long that even my life online is falling apart.Hmm let's see what's new with me.Oh yeah,my birthday passed last month and I've turned nineteen.Too bad things went to hell when me and my mom discovered my dad ******** a sixteen year old.Weeks after that my mom was in a car crash...the doctors doesn't know much of her condition just that she's in a coma...
After that,been wearing a mask to fool those close to me but that didn't last long.I feel like I'm such a waste of ******** that I didn't realize how much til that little "joke" was made by my boyfriend.Which was the last time I've talked to him or anyone else for that matter.I've isolated myself from everyone mostly for the fact I neede dtime to myself.I couldn't fool anyone anymore of my emotions...I'm almost ready to just ******** it and give up on everything and everyone I care about and leave this world of one emo person.Because I can't ******** take this s**t anymore...Not knowing whether she'll live or not not knowing if she'll even wake up.It's all getting to me and I'm ready to ******** explode.
 Tamia_Bloodcrave · Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 07:58am · 1 Comments |
