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The part of the day at school was normal (not so good, but it wasn't bad either). I had some fun in Japanese and Desktop Publishing (like usual). During lunch, I actually got food, and sat with Holly. My dad came to the office, and when I walked up to him, I knew exactly what happened. My gma died at 10 this morning. It was peaceful luckily. She was pretty much asleep, and then just stopped breathing. She'd been living with us for the last 3 months, and we knew from about 2 months in that it's only a matter of time. The last week was just a waiting process. Expecting the irrevilent and unstoppable. I'm so glad that she's finally in Heaven with God and her family. I just know she's jumping and running around up there, having such an awesome time praising God. Nobody really got that sad today, because it was... I don't know... so expected, I guess. It's really gonna hit when I talk at her funeral in Galesburg in a few days. My dad's parents were so generous as to pay for us to fly from Boise to Kansas City, then my grandpa's gonna pick us up and we'll drive to Galesburg, stay there for a few days, have Christmas with my awesome Grandpa, then, Christmas Eve, see my dad's side of the family. It should be an awesome experience. I'm so glad we'll be able to be there for my grandpa during Christmas. He loved her so much. He's decided to move up here to Boise, too!! I'm SOOO excited!! He's gonna bring Sugar (his dog), and supposedly he's going to buy a big jeep for him and us (the grandkids) to drive. I seriously am soooooo happy he's moving up here!!! Also, God answered my prayers today. How Rick was always on my mind, and how I didn't want those thoughts anymore... well, Rick made that pretty easy today. He's changed back to his old self...*sigh*. And he's close with Bailey, now. Which, right now, I really don't care anymore, actually. I almost like her more than him now. He was very...I'll say...outgoing today in choir. Flirting with every girl that turns his way, and slapping their butts. The story is supposedly, they did that a lot, so he decided to fight back, and slaps them back. I was completely disgusted, and was very proud of myself, because for once, I was angry and mad at him! I just walked out as soon as I could when the bell rang, and obviously, he didn't care. I'm glad to be out of that situation. And because of the gma situation, I decided not to go to the choir concert tonight. Being very relieved at that...I didn't want to see Rick, I really didn't like the songs we were singing, and the only songs I did like, we sounded aweful! Plus, all I would do is sing, and go home. It wouldn't matter if I was there or not, because noone would notice someone being gone anyways. Choir is going to be a drag now, unless I get some closer friends in there. I'm really going to try and be nice to Rick, but I walked off when he started talking with another person (Austin's sis), and was happy to. It felt good to know I'm not near as attached at all to him now as I was. I just miss the closeness of someone like that. But, I know for a fact that I won't get back together with him, even if he asked me now, because I couldn't take how he flirts and slaps people's butts. It just doesn't appeal to me. And I know that God has someone MUCH better for me for my future. Someone that meets my priorities and stuff. Like, music is a big one, being Christian, respects my opinions (even if he doesn't agree to them), honest, wants to do something with their life, a good sense of humor, caring, loving, etc.... but of course, the things that aren't a necessity, but things I find attractive, are tall, bass voice, have a romantic side that they show to me, you know, the usual stuff. I'll continue to update that list, as life goes, but I must keep my priorities in line. Find the real somebody God wants me to be with. Yet another one of those "Thank you God" days. I just pray that everyone has a good Christmas, and that they are safe.
Short_stuff_dude · Fri Dec 15, 2006 @ 06:17am · 0 Comments |
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