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i thought i had a good thing going with Damien... but it turns out that i was wrong about everything. he proposed to me and i said "yes" he told me that we would be together forever. i dont know why he chose to do this to me now... i love him so much and...i cant understand it. he said he wasnt ready for anything "serious" and yet, we were dating for almost an entire year. why cant anything go right for me? i mean... derrick was killed not to long ago, and now damien wants to date other girls to make sure i'm the "right one" for him before he comes back to me. i dont know wat to do... i want him back so badly, and i just dont want being with anybody else... it hurts me a lot and he cant figure that out. crying crying crying sad cry