Ugh everything is going so wrong! It wasn't supose to turn out like this, I wanted everything to be happy, not happy happy but just enough so we could all bare it.
I never knew what problems I would face in grade 2 now I'm even more afraid of what will happen in the future. My best friends are totallly depressed and I can't find a way to help them since I don't know what they are going through, I am always there for them and always will be but how can I give advice to a situation I have never experience! They're going through so much and I feel like I'm standing here while they walk further away, one of them has already tried to kill herself! If she does go, I'm gone too I wouldn't be able to live with out her. But my other best friend can't live with out us and she doesn't want to die, but...
I wish it was elementary school! Getting chased by boys, spying on people, playing house! It will never be the same ever! I might as well accept it, but knowing my friends are depressed and thinking about stuff I wish they wouldn't think about, I don't want to accept it.
And I never knew I'd turn out like a slut either! Of course I don't dress it or try to act like one, but I'm dating the most wonderful boy ever and I love him. But I have some sort of charm which I never knew I had, and now lots of boys are falling for me. Oh yeah poor little girl getting every guy she can, you probably think but it's not like that! I hate dumping people I HATE IT, and I don't want to tell them "I don't like you, you're not good enough" so...I just run with it, and now this boy the love of my life will get hurt because of me.
If you don't believe my charm power I'll give you a story.
Okay two days ago, Friday, my friend and I went on the bus to go to the sky trains. We see one of her guy friends, usually he has the charm, but like in that one night he was trying to kiss me, he said he could get us beer but we'd have to wait for tomorrow. While we hang out with him.... He tells me he's fallen for me, that he's never felt like this before. ever. And it's scary, because I don't want this charm. can some one take it from me?
I never knew what problems I would face in grade 2 now I'm even more afraid of what will happen in the future. My best friends are totallly depressed and I can't find a way to help them since I don't know what they are going through, I am always there for them and always will be but how can I give advice to a situation I have never experience! They're going through so much and I feel like I'm standing here while they walk further away, one of them has already tried to kill herself! If she does go, I'm gone too I wouldn't be able to live with out her. But my other best friend can't live with out us and she doesn't want to die, but...
I wish it was elementary school! Getting chased by boys, spying on people, playing house! It will never be the same ever! I might as well accept it, but knowing my friends are depressed and thinking about stuff I wish they wouldn't think about, I don't want to accept it.
And I never knew I'd turn out like a slut either! Of course I don't dress it or try to act like one, but I'm dating the most wonderful boy ever and I love him. But I have some sort of charm which I never knew I had, and now lots of boys are falling for me. Oh yeah poor little girl getting every guy she can, you probably think but it's not like that! I hate dumping people I HATE IT, and I don't want to tell them "I don't like you, you're not good enough" so...I just run with it, and now this boy the love of my life will get hurt because of me.
If you don't believe my charm power I'll give you a story.
Okay two days ago, Friday, my friend and I went on the bus to go to the sky trains. We see one of her guy friends, usually he has the charm, but like in that one night he was trying to kiss me, he said he could get us beer but we'd have to wait for tomorrow. While we hang out with him.... He tells me he's fallen for me, that he's never felt like this before. ever. And it's scary, because I don't want this charm. can some one take it from me?
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