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Alcohol...
I'm getting sick and tired of everyone calling me an addict. I've been called so many things before, it's not even funny. Everyone keeps telling me I'm in denial... I'm addicted... I need help... I need to go to AA or rehab...and much much more. stare Well, no. None of that is ******** true! They tell me I'm addicted...they tell me I'm an alcoholic...

So what if I'm having a bit of withdrawal symptoms from it? I mean, seriously! It's been a ******** four days without alcohol! It's totally reasonable to feel deprived!!

I'm ******** shaking uncontrollobly, twitching, shivering, and digging my nails into my skin till I bleed. I need alcohol!! And no one seems to know a way for a minor to get it! >< I just turned ******** 16 years old, dammit! That's only five ******** years till I'm of age!! ><

Basically, all I'm saying, is that I'm annoyed. Very annoyed. ...and I need some petrus...or some vodka........ stare

Much love,
Dakota~*





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    rotalupinaM
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    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 07:01am
    Take a step back.. And Look at what you said. This stuff really does control you, and once you can realize this Dakota, you'll be much better off.


    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 07:04am
    It's not controlling me!! >< You don't understand....!! I'm in terrible need of a drink! Something alcohol-based... ANYTHING alcohol-based!! crying



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    KnivesKnowBest
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    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 07:40am
    I feel for you. I've got an uncle on that crap. My cousin and me went on vacation with him,and he got drunk. Not drunk,WASTED. Kept on fallin down and everything. Vacation before that he got drunk and attempted to climb off the hotel balcony.
    Dionysus,(I'm calling you that so get over it)don't be like him. He's divorced with one kid,and lives at his mom's house.

    By the way,Dionysus is the Greek God of wine and ecstasy.


    commentCommented on: Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 04:33pm
    I get wasted...a lot... >< Probably more than I should, but hey. It's life.

    Dionysus...? Um...okay...sure. (I don't see your reasoning on the matter, but whatever floats your boat, I guess...) I don't want to be divorced...or with one kid...or living at my moms house when I'm older....!!! >< But... that's not gonna happen to me. Period. stare



    [ Dakota - Bliss ]
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    commentCommented on: Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 05:25am
    D: Please... make that call I told you about, earlier. D:


    commentCommented on: Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 06:35am
    I...did... sweatdrop I almost ended myself in rehab because of it, too...



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