i'd love to stay and nit pic at your dasterdly little paragraph, but honestly its too much bullshit for me to fish through. Your mad at me, i got that part, about changing, right. I told you it MOST LIKELY WOULDNT HAPPEN cus i didnt think it would. But the pros outweigh the cons. I dont date for fun. If i cant imagine being with the guy in 15 years in the future i usually dont ******** bother.
You are just like anthony in the way you are treating me, that all i said. you never EVER say sorry. EVER. I tell you i'm sorry and all you can do is s**t on me.
g/j, mr. "i dont really want a girlfriend right now, and i dont want to date you either"
Yeah, way to be honest. Dont you DARE assume Bernard was trying to steal anything from you. He actually feels bad that we fell "apart" cus of him. Honestly, drake, this means if we couldnt talk about sex, there was little else to talk about, which is ironic that we're both virgins, isnt it?
I'm not waiting on your agenda. I took care of you, and i told you the truth and never lied to you. that means you didnt want to listen, alright? not my fault there bozo.
Spoiled? Spoiled? You dare call me spoiled? Compared to who, a kid working in a factory in china? HELL YEAH im spoiled compared to him! but not to you. NOOO way. You know your spoiled and i just get annoyed that little happens to you about it. OMFG you wouldnt believe how jealous i get of how spoiled you are.
i like how half of your paragraph was "im done with you" "im over with you" "this is it" "we wont talk" blah blah blah. Yes, who are you convincing, me, or you?
you think... a Christmas present... means you still want a friendship?
******** that. No way. ******** THAT. I still want a friendship by talking things out, i want to be able to fix things as we go. You want me to Wait on you until "you are ready" and THEN we can talk. But until then it will be stupidly awkward. Yeah, who here is the antisocial reject who doesnt like social situations? please... PLEASE tell me you had considered that.
Seen what? What was i supposed to see? you obviously dont learn. Me being honest with you and open? didnt work. At all. You didnt listen, you hear what you want to hear, and i cant be more frustrated at that.
Piss off. i mean it. You want nothing to do with me. You stating you dont want to heal our friendship means its not worth it. a twenty dollar panda cap means "I want to be friends" if you've already come to terms with eachother, alright? it doesnt work in any other order.
You are right though, i'm the only one who'll give a damn to read it. I'm surious how your life is. Happier without me? sure why not. Do what you can to be happy and step on minimal toes is all i say.
All in all? Have a great year, but dont go out of your way to speak to me if you decide to. Im sure i didnt have to tell you that. Just do me a favor: dont ever contact me. in any way shape or form again. Dont mention my name, dont spread rumors, dont ******** around or blackmail. Just forget i ever happened. I loved you, i did, and you still cant see that. You really cant. I did ALL I COULD to save the friendship and all you can say is "i dont want to break down in front of you again so i'm not gunna talk about anything leave me alone!"
Yeah, right. You are just like anthony. Never can face me, tells me everything is my fault, and wont tell me the truth behind the real reasons. you ******** skinny white boys are so ******** fake. Be warned, if im spoiled for ever losing hope in my own future, you're hopeless beyond reason for your own.
I know exactly where i'm going, i know all my rules, i know my life. I'm bound to work, i know how it feels to WORK for EVERY BITE YOU EAT, EVERY ITEM YOU WEAR, AND EVERY PLEASURE YOU RECIEVE, DONT YOU EVER TELL ME I'M SPOILED WITH NO DIRECTION AGAIN. I have over 100 people who watched me grow up in this community who know me better than you, and they just watched from afar...
Dont tell me you know how i react and act, you dont have any idea. if i've "changed in the past month," that means you wont be able follow, dipshit. I'll never cry for you, stop complimenting yourself. you upset me, you frustrate me, but thats not gunna make me waste tears on you. I'm done on that part.
People complained about you not getting a job, not driving, not leaving your house without someones initiative, and bad grades with spare time.
People complained to me as to why i dont drive, why i'm late, and why i dont call them back. If they wanna talk about a job, they ask me how business is doing. thats it.
Tell me, which of the two would you rather have barking up your a**?
i would go outta my way for you. Somethings dont have to be given. Those times i visited you at night at the risk of my own time limit, i did out of the way. I dont buy that time, i dont download it, i creep it. i risk it.
Dont EVER tell me you gave me something you had plenty of. EVER. Be it gifts, pixils, entertainment. I gave you my TIME and RISKED that TIME to be around you. dont you DARE tell me you gave MORE than i did. EVER.
I hope you remain ungrateful, unsatisfied, unchanged. If you are truely happy, then you must not be doing anything wrong.
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