oh this sucks
My phonebill=114 bucks
for talking to bernard
cus his phone plan thinks helives in CONCARD when he lives 5 minutes walking from MY ******** HOUSE
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no computer, phone, cell or breaks from work.
great
******** wonderful
my eyes still hurt from crying and trying to convince my parents we arent dating (if you are a close friend, you know better, plz dont ask questions)
******** hate my parents sometimes
Friday is gunna SUCK.
********.. >< ARG oh well
I was REALLY depressed this morn, but after playing video games all day i feel a shitload better. still sad,
but its not the end of this world. Hope is never lost in my eyes.
So no reasonto stay mad or hurt.
It sucked that i know it will make both of us cry.
Come to think of it, though, i saw him EVERY fookin day since like, the first of december, even later than that! back in nov. Only one two days have passd since nov. where Nikko and i have NOT seen eachother...
So i think i've made up for the acocunts for many times for the next few weeks. But i dont know how on earth we are going to communicate without anything besides snail mail, and if my parents see letters they'll stop me from anything
******** asian parenting...
ARG my life sucks so much sometimes...
I wanna move out but know thats ******** so im not gunna fight it.
i'll just try and be that perfect ******** little daughter who lies behind their back like i HAVE BEEN for the past EIGHTENN YEARS OF MY ******** LIFE.
ARG. they give me freedom in strides.. honestly, im in college now. my mom told me she didnt want me dating till college.
I said ******** that and dated 3 guys in highschool.
Now im actually in college and doing alright in means of education + Drama = ******** sucks cus your wasting time and money if you dontpass your classes cus of friendsand or family.
Thank GOD my brother and i get along so well.
He dropped me by bernards house so i could drop off a letter explaining my situation and kiss him onemore time.
He was crying when i left.
******** this sucks.. so much....
plus char char (my bro) is letting me use his comp... <3 i cant say thank you enough for all he lets me do (use his cell phone to call bernard, dropping by, letting me use his comp, inviting me to watch stuff with him... hes so chill and laid back. only deal is that hes hot tempered at times, but he knows when to say sorry.)
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I love all of you
Take care
I'll see you once im outta my ice age situation of no communication (apparently my parents want me to study.. cus you know, i have classes and stuff rolleyes brilliant people, they are...)
I said i'd pay for the bill and they almost slapped me >.>
i dont get what they want from me, bitches...
Ani.Art.
Feeling: Shitty and like i have a cold cus i've cried half the day
Listening to: Jason Mraz~ Geek in the Pink
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