dark_angelic2: britt still mad at me
friend:
friend: I'm cooled.
dark_angelic2: k
friend: Just no more buzzing
dark_angelic2: k
friend: It's irritating.
dark_angelic2: k
dark_angelic2: watya doing
friend: Roleplaying
dark_angelic2: on gaia
dark_angelic2: or avid
friend: Avid
friend: How'd you know I do avid?
dark_angelic2: comp. lab
friend: Oh yeah
friend: lol
dark_angelic2: you gave me the adress
dark_angelic2: im on it too
dark_angelic2: well not now
friend: Which one you on?
dark_angelic2: highscool i think
friend: What's your char name?
dark_angelic2: or public
dark_angelic2: kaeko
friend: ?
friend: I've never seen that name anywhere
friend: I don't think you were accepted yet
dark_angelic2: oh well
dark_angelic2: it sucks to me
friend: lol
friend: definatly
dark_angelic2: i like gaia better
friend: Na, Gaia messes up more....I like avid better.
dark_angelic2: but you only have images not avatars
dark_angelic2: avatars are way cooler
dark_angelic2:
friend: Nu-uh...
friend: Avi's mess up too
dark_angelic2: but i like to dress my character
dark_angelic2: not just have some pic
friend: when you dress them, sometimes they take your stuff and then never come back.
friend: I've learned that from experience
dark_angelic2: not my avi
dark_angelic2: and ive been here for 9 months
friend: W/e I've been there for over three years.
dark_angelic2: but have done nothing really
dark_angelic2: oh yeah read my journal
friend: Can't.
dark_angelic2: why
friend: Roleplay
friend: Busy
friend: BUSY
dark_angelic2: ok
dark_angelic2: read it l8ter
friend: lol. Roleplays are important to me.
friend: Oky.
dark_angelic2: its a goth journal
friend:
friend: Riiiight tavion
dark_angelic2: i dubbed it the deathbook
dark_angelic2: i talk about my philosiphies and pov on death
dark_angelic2: it is truely inspiring
friend: omg...
dark_angelic2: and clicks your noggin
dark_angelic2: what
friend: I don't know....I'm not too fond of labeling....
dark_angelic2: its cool
dark_angelic2: its not saying like kill yourself
dark_angelic2: its just about what I think about it
friend: I mean, you can be goth, just don't take it too extreme. Then you seem fake,
friend: And when yu seem fake...that brings it too extremem
friend: <extreme
dark_angelic2: why cuz im cheery
friend: No.
dark_angelic2: y then
friend: Because you try and dedicate everyting to being goth and that you dont have to do.
friend: It makes you seem really really fake
dark_angelic2: to be antisocial and politically correct is not fake
friend: accually
friend: it is.
friend: Not all goths are like that
friend: Anti social is just pushing it.
friend: And your no where near anti social anyways
dark_angelic2: how can expressing your feelings of hatred and dissapointment that an obstacle has taken over your emotions and gathering climatic anger and fustration fake
dark_angelic2: uh huh people hate me and i dont care
dark_angelic2: its not like im freakin poular
dark_angelic2: <popular
friend: your still pushing it.
dark_angelic2: how
dark_angelic2:
friend: Expressing feelings of hatred? Ugh! Omg how ******** lame. You've never spoken of that at all. Ever.
friend: Dissapointment? Hardly. Your always happy always cheery
dark_angelic2: i choose to be happy or sad I am my own creation I am me and if thats pushing it i hate to see scuicide
friend: w/e
dark_angelic2: w/e
dark_angelic2: whatever
dark_angelic2: ?
friend: Yeah
dark_angelic2: well im trying to be all those things but i wind up in the middle of hate and love
friend: I'm just saying, If your going to label yourself, pick something that is accually you. I'm sorry. I've known you for ever and I don't think goth is anywhere you.
dark_angelic2: you guys are what make my life special
dark_angelic2: and if that was taken then I would be with all the s**t and drama i deal with
scottland_britt409: And that's the thing. You try and be like that. Being goth is not trying. It's being and by you trying is not going to make you anymore goth than you are.
dark_angelic2: I wish I could
dark_angelic2: but u guys make it hard to
dark_angelic2: to not laugh
dark_angelic2: to not scream
friend: How do we make it hard? It's all about you.
friend: You make yourself that way
friend: Fine tavion...I'll let you think what you want....if that's who you say you are tavion...I guess I'll believe you but...I'm still not sure your anywhere near goth...
dark_angelic2: kay I can see your point but im at least close to the verge of scuicide right?right?
dark_angelic2: <does
dark_angelic2: scractch that
dark_angelic2: <close
friend: .....not really.
friend:
dark_angelic2: see.......right?right?
friend: thats hot
dark_angelic2: At school Im a but at home im
friend: not when you screaming at your brother like that....
dark_angelic2: yes i am a devil
friend: when your screaming at your brother your
dark_angelic2: when i scream
friend: your like 'talk to the hand'
dark_angelic2: k
dark_angelic2: but you dont know what really goes on i fight him, break stuff, throw things, and stomp my brains out
friend: okay...
dark_angelic2: I have to admit my temper is
sfriend: brb
dark_angelic2: Im about to post this convo in my journal okay
friend: DON'T POST MY USER NAME ON THERE!
friend: Take my user name off
dark_angelic2: why
friend: Because I don't want everybody to know my yahoo user name
dark_angelic2: y
friend: And because I SAID SO!
dark_angelic2: y
friend: Because they may send me things that'll mess up my computer
dark_angelic2: k
friend: And I'll come after you if they do that
dark_angelic2: okkkkkkkkkaaaay
friend: I'm serious
dark_angelic2: okaay okay
friend:
friend: that'll be you
dark_angelic2: i said okay
friend: lol *nods*
I hoped you enjoyed this intelligent conversation. Look out for deathbook 3
oh yeah I forgot the pics well here's one.
This is my fav pic from degrassi
