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this journal will contain nothing joyful, that is not a concious choice, my whole life is tragic, dark, gothic, just strait-up depressing. so, if you are preppy, have never even considered harming themselves purpously, and the thought of suicide is non-exsistant in your mind, or if someone handed you a knife, you would not cut yourself, than i would recomend not reading past this first post. so, unless you can relate to this, or can understand this, if you cant, than dont read past this.