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i give up
ok
you win
you have twisted my soul
and there is nothing left within
i love you
and you love me
but it's like im the only one that tries
you walk out with your friends
and leave me alone
so all i can do is cry
i seem to be the one who always pays
i seem to be the only one
who wants to see you everyday
i try to see you
and thats how you know i care
but you rarely come after me
now is this fare
late at night
when your not home
i sit by the computer
sad and alone
i poor my heart out to one of our friends
who sits and comforts me
until this sorrow kind of ends
he tells me that u still care
but dont know how to show it
and he knows what a good person i am
and he hopes you dont blow it
and yet talking to him
brings me comfort some times
when i go to bed
all i do it sit and cry
the tears put me to sleep
as the dreams enrage my mind
they tell me that we love each other
but that someone might get in the way
and i've try to put off any chance of that day
but you know
now im done ok
i have given it my all
and there is only one thign left to say
we still love each other
this i know is true
but you know
i give up
so the next move it up to you