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Why do I cry ?
crying yeah....this emoticon , it actually symbolises me ! I cry at simple things when I was young , and I cry at complex things now! Isn't that ridiculous ? I tried not crying, but no! My tears just have to drop down when something I don't like just go on it's way. And believe this ! I didn't cry when my crush rejected me. I mean , I had predicted it before. But I cried because before that I wanted to end my friendship with him. I can't believe I actually sat down at a phone, called my friend and she listening to my confession and crying ! I know I'm no weirdo crying at this sort of stuff but heck ! I'm strong from the inside , but too bad...I don't look like I'm strong from the outside. I think that I'm the easiest girls to turn emotional and just cry and cry and cry. I'm not sure how many I had cried in school since I went into secondary school (means middle and high school combined together) and how many times I break down because i couldn't stand the thing call pressure. I rarely see my friends cry, in school I mean. Despite from being "strong" I still cry........and my tears can keep flowing and flowing.....many times it happens.......like when everyone take turns to tell what's their most painful memories of their life, I could cry each time a new person stands up and tell their story, and my tears would somehow dried up when it was our turn to give advices to the person itself....and all the same , I still could go emotional all over again when I told my own version of painful memories. I'm so impressed that boys can control their tears. Oh god , that's superior power. God creates girls to cry easily and boys to cry only if they're devastated and really sad sweatdrop .Yeah , I've seen my crush cried , but that's because it was the drama teacher's work. Bravo to my drama teacher ! wink Anyways , crying is just the healing process, no one should ever control their tears. It's kinda painful. Don't you think so ?
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