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This is a song that makes me think alot Im going to add others but this one made me think alot when I first heard it, Its called The Adventure by Angels and Airwaves:
I wanna have the same last dream again,
the one where I wake up and I'm alive.
Just as the four walls close me within,
my eyes are opened up with pure sunlight.
I'm the first to know,
my dearest friends,
even if your hope has burned with time,
anything that's dead shall be re-grown,
and your vicious pain, your warning sign,
you will be fine.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

Any type of love - it will be shown,
like every single tree reach for the sky.
If you're gonna fall,
I'll let you know,
that I will pick you up
like you for I,
I felt this thing,
I can't replace.
Where everyone was working for this goal.
Where all the children left without a trace,
only to come back, as pure as gold,
To recite this all.

Hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.
Tonight,
hey, oh, here I am,
and here we go, life's waiting to begin.

I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me
I cannot live, I can't breathe
unless you do this with me

Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me),
and here we go, life's waiting to begin (do this with me).
Hey, oh, here I am (do this with me).
And here we go, life's waiting to begin,
life's waiting to begin

Yeah I dont know it made em think more then I normally do but it did si there here is another. Its called Bleed Like Me by Trapt:
Have your nails scratch the deepest
Have you broken skin this time
Made your mark and took me deeper
As you drown me with your eyes
I held my hand over your mouth
As you scream at me to feel
You felt my scars with understanding
But I can't promise anything

Can you tell
That I picked my poison well
That I have no more to sell to you
Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more

Can you tell
That I picked my poison well
That I have no more to sell to you
Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds
Like me

I have my doubts
I have my doubts
And so does everbody else
So help me take this all away
You gotta help me take this all away
Please help me take this all away
And bleed like me
So help me take this all away
You gotta help me take this all away
Please help me take this all away
And bleed like me

Is it really that important that I settle down
Does it really even matter that I have my doubts
I search for the one who bleeds
I reach for the one who bleeds

I reach for
I reach for
I reach for
I reach for
I reach for the one who bleeds
Like me!
And this one is I think No One Knows by Green Day:

Why should my fun have to end?
For me it's only the beginning
I see my friends begin to age
A short countdown to what end

Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows

I don't want to cause no harm
But sometimes my actions hurt
Is there something I should find
To make plans for forever

Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows

Call me irresponsible
Call me habitual
But when you think of me
Do you fill your head with schemes
Better think again
Cause no one knows

Does it seem like all your memories fade
You soak up knowledge to fill the space
And still my answer remains...
I don't know

And here is something I found one day and it made me sad:
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked up in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no was around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar <scar> on her face
Why is she living
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly cries

She loves her parents

But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade <http://www.srch-results.com/lm/dir_rxt.asp?k=blade>
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in the girl's chest,
" You deserve to die
You worthless pest! "
The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying
The police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse
One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor
It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in arm

Here is something I made up when i was bored:

The night seemed cold with anger as harsh winds blew against Valena's home.
Her light violet eyes glowed against the pale moon as she stared out into the sky. Sighing she lightly stroked the windowpane muttering to herself " If only I could ne free." As she slowly took her hand away a loud commotioncame from downstairs and she could hear hard footsteps coming up the stairs. Rushing to her bed Valena crept under her small quilt and pretended to be asleep just as the door burst open. A man with wild eyes stared straight at Valena. His brown aging hair messed up at odd ends. He stomped over to Valena and shouted " You blasted wench!! Get up! Get up I say!!" With that he roughly pulled off the quilt. Valena quickly sat upright her eyes bursting with fear as she stared at her father. Glaring at his daughter Travis slapped her hard. Falling to the floor Valena bit her tongue refusing to cry out against the pain.Walking over to her he grabbed a fistful of hair and began dragging her out of the room. Valena knew it was hopeless to even think of fighting against the pain. Allowing herself to be dragged down the hard stairs she bit her lip until she tasted blood refusing to make even a whimper. Finally reaching the bottom steps he threw her against the door harshly where she hit her head against it and could feel the blood trickle at the back of her head.Her father still glaring at her smiled a twisted smile and walked off to the kitchen. Valena braced herself for a very painful beating. He came back and though it was dark in the house she could see something shine that he held in his hand. " Oh my pretty little wench you are going to get exactly ehat you deserve tonight." With that he hel up the knife he had in his hand and lunged straight at Valena. Valena rolled over to the side as he was just about to stab her with the knife. Eyes bursting with fury he pulled the knife out of the door and turned to Valena. Her eyes were wide with shock and fear. I have to get out of here she thought to herself. As he came closer to Valena who was standing she panicked and ran towards teh backdoor. He quickly followed close behind. Swinging the door open she ran out into the windy night. Running as hard as her small legs would allow she stopped to catch her breath and looked behind her. Turningback around ready to run she came face to face with her father. Before she could utter a word he thrust the knife in her stomach. A moan escaped her lips as she fell to the floor. Travis laughed wildly. " You sad little wench! You knew you had this coming.. practicing magic!?! In my house! Never!" Valena looked up at him with pain and confusion. Her? Magic? Never she had never done magic she had no idea how. He looked at her and let out another wild laugh " You idiot little brat don't tell me you don't know?" As her blood poured out all she could do was stare at him waiting for some explanation.
" That mother of yours practiced the arts of magic! Of course I couldn't have that. Tried to teach her the hard way. Never learned that woman, never learned. Of course she would have passsed on the skill to you, you evil little spawn. Why do you think you are so good with water and fire and all those damn elements eh? Your blasted mothers fault!! But now she is gone and soon you will be too." With that he turned on his heel and left her there, bleeding and scared. Soon she couldn't focus on anything, not even what she had just learned and passed out.

.... Umm Im tryin to rememeber if there was anything else......
.................. Uhhhh..... Oh yeah if you hate me or bear any bad stuffs about me then just ******** say so and stop playing mind games or any of that crap okay? I mean grow up you dumb dousches.... Oh and Mr. Goldfish... STOP SMILING some kid is about to eat you and then spit you out of their asses, I mean COME ON your about to go through a sock process.... jeez.... laters then I guess.....