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I felt this way already, once.
so it's nothing new to me.
I just wish... I could get over it,
I'm starting to think that I'm weaker than i already am.
I don't need it, i reject
but i know i do. But where?
Where do i find it?
I look to the sun to find my answer
I look to the moon to find my answer.
Silent as clouds
Silent as stars.
An emptiness of incompletence grows deep inside,
is this why i act the way i do?
Is this why i get comfort from natrual beauty?
Is this why i let no one try to help me?
Too many questions, not enough answers.
I feel as cold as subzero ice. Waiting for my fate.
But... i do not believe in fate, destinty.
And maybe...just maybe... i do not believe i will find where i belong.
Frostbitten, by the void
and only then will i find my truth strength.
I want to sleep. Sleep on forever, but you'll have to wake me.
Wake me when you have found me.
Wake me when the world has been altered.
And we shall live as one, snuggling forever into the depths of...heaven?