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I really hate it when that happens. Here I am, burn out, dead tired from lack of sleep because my son caught this really nasty cold and need all the attention and love only a mother can provided at that time, and when I finally find the time to sleep, I lay awake for hours, tossing and turning in my bed, unable to find a comfortable position. I tried everything to relax, but nothing does it. My brain just doesn't want to shut down.

I guess with everything that been going on lately in my life and all the ideas and project I have for the near future, I just can't seem to lay my brain to rest. What a girl like me to do. Beside the fact that when my son is sick, I worry like crazy, probably one of the major reason why I can't sleep, I keep thinking of all the different thing I have to do in the next month and I thing its stressing me out. I just keep thinking of what if I don't have time, or something goes out of plan. I know, I'm a worry freak.

I guess I just need to try and relax. I know I can do it, I just need to believe in myself enough to go forward and, with a little luck, sleep a full night. My bed seem so inviting but in it, it just feel uncomfortable and weird.

I guess its just me that weird... sweatdrop