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3nodding i am soo cool me and my friend are gonna take drivers ed together he is soo sweet and he doesnt want to sleep with me......... or if he does he doesn't show it. any way we are going bathing suite shoping one day this week and he said he'd pay for the one he thought i looked sexyest in. i'm so glad he's agood model. he's going to ashow me the ropes and maybe i'll get into the company i audition for on sunday he's gonna come and give me some support and he said he'd work with me befor hand so i'm ready for the commercial. he is so supportive but i dont want nany relationship because i'm not redy for one and if even the most qualified guy asked me out right now i would say no or take it extremly slow. this is the first time i have been single in along time and i'm sad to say i' m enjoying it abit to much. myass is getting bigger that s good but my everthing else is getting bigger to i'm going on a diet so i'll be fit for the commercial i told ....... i was getting fat and he said he thought i would still be beautiful no matter what he is sweet .... at first i thought he as gay but he's not he sooooo cool and he think alot of me..... it's nice to finally feel aprecated!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whee