Today I decided I should keep a log of what I have done and to write something for the others to remember me by if I should fall, be it by battle or my bloodlust.
I have begun to fear for the life of my good friend, Rin, who is the only one I would trust with my life. I do not fear because I think she is incapable, she can mostly hold me back and I am one of the strongest in our ?group?. What I fear is my bloodlust taking over in the heat of a battle, turning me on my companions. I shudder to think that she may be unwilling to kill me, even if they can?t pull me out, to save her own life. Rin, If you are reading this then I have either ran, or died in battle. Whatever the case, do not blame yourself! I would rather die a thousand painful deaths, than watch you die by my hands.
Rin, please do not let the others read that which follows.
I have had fun while being with you Rin, and I also wanted to apologize if I hurt you in our battle. I wanted to let you know that I love you, I am writing this in case I never gather the courage to tell you.
Remember the crimson flame
--Syaoran
 Syaoran Moeroo · Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 08:39pm · 10 Comments |
