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FRICKING FAMILIA. D:<
On the brightside
for today, i love small ensemble. Very fun.
i cant wait for tomarrow =]
2nd, if i hear the word 'band room' the butterflies in my stomach will die.
At first, hell' i loved band, i wanted to be in it in 6th grade. Now, im so annoyed by it.
i THOUGHT IT WAS THE COOLEST THING now its the shizzle mc flinggg.
not so cool.
everytime i go in there, i feel like the outkast, all my friends give me weird looks because i cant tell the diffrence between trombone and w/e the hell the other one is.
Mention those two words, and you made me mad =]
yeah, dont make me mad, bad idea.
probably after NHD i'll be happier and will accept the words, but now, i want to strangle those words.
yeah, i have issues.
Seriously mahnnn
my parents got so mad today.
I swear to god my dad was on the verge of abusing me.
My mom, called me the meanest, cruelest, selfish, rudest, girl she has ever met.
And i told her that idk were trying to fix this family its already screwed and were nothing close to normal.
blahhh, my mom was sorta right.
Then my parents said i have a huge problem and how i have anger management.
This one was almost as worse as the on june 19nth.
Where they almost got a divorce. But i think that was lie, just like half the things i grew up with.
Then they said i use them and stuff =/
i was like no, theres a lie, and they said there i go again..
then they compared paiges, and tawnyas family, and then my sisters friends.
I was like such a beetch.
Then i got in this emo mood and listened to MCR and then went to the NHD thing and im ******** pissed because my internet literally freezes every five seconds.
I wish i could tell them i love my friends more then my family.
thatsHOWsadITis.
Leave a comment if you frickin care.
Because i really need a friend right now.
Is it you?
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BTW, you dont have issues...