Past few days, just feeling nothing.
No excitement, no happiness, no sadness, no love, no hate, no darkness, no light. Just emptiness. The feelings I couldn't explain, that comforted and confused, that ate at me and infected me, that killed and gave life to me.
All gone.
If I could feel releif, I would.
If I could feel scared, I would.
If I could feel, I would.
But I can't.
All I feel is the splinter in my foot, the pulled muscle in my back, the freezing feeling in my toes, the splitting headache from my recently tightened braces, and a need to write to the makers of Ibuprofen and tell them that the s**t they sell doesn't work.
I'm tired. I'm tired of stress, of worry, of hope, of hopelessness. I'm just tired.
******** you, Strattera.
******** you.
I'm gonna watch the Simpsons or something.
BoondockSaint16 · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 11:54pm · 2 Comments |