First of all, Nathon Li, my best friend whom i have a huge history self just sent me a suicide note and i'm hella scared he's going to go through with it! I dunno what to do. I grew up with him. We went out for about 2 years til we desided that long distance relationships sucked after he moved to england. I'm just so sad. Not only that he forgot my birthday was this saturday.. this is his "gift" to me i guess...