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Death of Ms. Emily Longworth
My past Student Teacher has died. I greatly miss her and she will forever stay in my heart.
When she first came to my class in grade 7, none of the other students liked her. But I was kind to her, as she was kind to me. She did not care about my wings, never had. The first teacher who ever did. I would like to say that we were very close. Later on in the year other students started to like her as well. But now she's gone and I will never see her again.
My heart has been broken once more, I may not recover from this. It is very hard on me since, even now still, people are cruel to me because of my wings. I need friends to help me subside the pain the names cause me.
An image keeps repeating in my mind, of her scrambling about in the hotel. Running from the fire, but ending up falling to her death from the stairs. I greatly miss her now. I cried today during Lunch and part of my next class; English.
As I have said, I may not be able to recover from this heartbreak. As it hurts too much to bare. But I assure you, I will not kill myself, I will not cut myself, I will not leave. I may just stay in this mood forever. Soon after I may return back to my dark emo-goth self, my wings will once again return black. And I will unwillingly return to an Angel of Death. After all that has happened after changing good, I don't want that to happen. I want to stay an angel of good. But that would not be my complete choice.
I know this may not be something big enough to change back into an angel of Death. But that may as well be for you. My life is my business unless I let you in on it. Her death is very sad and devastating to me. Knowing I will never see her again hurts me so much.
I will never forget her.
"And there she'll stay, forever en-crested in my heart"
(Taken from my Bebo Page Blog sweatdrop )
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