why should i fear the dark when its all i can see its what i call "home" why should i cry when the lights go off? when crying is all i can do to show my emotions and why should i bleed or hurt when that all happens inside of me? why should i pray for soemone to save me from the dark lies that cover me and the nighmares that chase me. why should i feel safe when everyone wants to hurt me? why should i hide from myself and hide the cutts when the cutts show how much pain is in my life? why should i give life a reson when life crushed me so many times....why do i have to give in to the fears of the dark and depressing things of my life can i hold down my head and cry wait untill i die and make the darkness go away? why must i show weakness when thair is no ecape from this place i call "home"? can all this blood i have lost get me out? why should i run from the fears of the dark if im lost in the pool of the liquid of darkness the sea of lost and unknown....the one thing i know is i will never get out of this place i fear..i must give in that dark is everyware and close my eyes and hold back the tears...
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