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I lost the only person who cared, I lost the person who was there for me all the time, I lost the person who was the only one who understood, I lost the person who gave me happiness, I lost the person who took the sadness away. I lost the person I needed the most.....my love.
That is why i couldnt believe it when this person stopped caring, when this person abandoned me, when this person became afraid of me, when this person found someone else.
Now I try to feel better, but every time I see this person, a hurt but longing feeling comes over me and oh how I miss someone , that only someone who had loved and helped and understood me once before and oh how I long for us to be together again.
It is time for me now to confess these feelings but not to the person who wont listen ...to the other person who will help this person listen. This may sound pathetic and childish , but this is what I must do to give myself hope. I need this person in my life.

" Best Friends, x-friends til' the end ...better off as lovers and not the other way around!"....dated 2/13/07