So i guess Since i cant write in my diary for a week im gonna write alot more stuff here.
My parents and I have so many problems right now.
They talk behind my back every single night, first they lock the door, turn on the TV, go into the saloon, and talk.
If i go in my loft i can hear them.
My sister. everytime i get ina fight, she never sticks up for me, and always just makes it worse.
I was kinda hoping that we would atleast get therapy for our problems, but they deny that we even have a huge problem.
Oh and my dad. Always just wont stop. He will go on intill i say something truly hurtful.
Im sick of them beingg so dramatic...
And i finnally know.
They love my sister more then me
Its now obvious.
Every night my parents hang with her downstairs playing games, and cleaning, singing to the 'fray' CD i bought my mom, and talking for an hour watching movies.
And i'm just the extra.
I guess.
Whoa i feel like a monster.
I srsly do. Nothing can change it..
I wish i lived at school.
So i could never bother feeling sad at home.
And seeing everything im not be so accepted.
I feel like anne frank, my families has alot of the traits like her.
Im anne frank, my dad isnt like mr frank, my moms like Mrs Frank but 10x more dramatic and rude. And my sister is margot, but 20x weirder and annoying.
I dont want my life to be a irony like hers.
Blah w/e.
My family is the reason i have my emo moods.
I swear.
Happy fricking valentines day.
Tonight ruined valentines for me.
I was happy and eating all day.
And i smelled like reeses and skittles.
Then i went home.
NAH-AH.
No me gusta.
Took some awesome pictures today of the candy i didnt eat.
And took some more. but im kinda scared of people stealin my shizz.
dont steal my pic kay?
Thanks
I think i finnally know what i wanna be.
A photographer
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You guys just have different way of dealing with your parents. Take Mike and I for example. He argues until he gets his point across so that it's clearer than a transparency, and I just say,"Okay" and drop it. Parents like to be the rights ones...actually, we all do, but there are some of us that don't care quite so much.
Live at school? No...right now I hate school...I dread it more than getting shots at the doctor...you don't want to live there, believe me.
I hardly ever have good Valentine's Day's...so that why I started celebrating Single Awareness Day. Unfortunately, it didn't exactly work.
But anyway, they don't love you more than your sister-I know.