i hear a familar song brings back memories. I hear her name I look around to see if its her, but all I see is darkness. No one to be seen, no one to be heard for Im all alone inside my head, with thoughts of what if? And what could of been? But thats all in the past, I need to forget and remember all the best and hope for the worst to disappear. Some how it will always be near, never forgotten. Forever there and never hers always wanting and never having. Always and Never. Always and Never. you keep trying only to make it worse and you stop trying to make it better. Now tell me how that works. Tell me why i say all the wrong things to the right girl and all the right things to the wrong girl. Tell me why this is all backwards love|evol one in the same love and evil just backwards in spelling. Clever disquist for the thing we call love. but im just ranting cause i could think of no better way then get all these thoughts off my head. All the drama that is taking place. All the pity i should take. All the wasted breathes i take. It is all an illusion just a thought in your head that excapes to the outer world. Let lose in the lies and betrails what shall prevail. Its the world of she likes he likes him and her but wants the other one instead. And just to let the reader know there is no point to this just a random thought that comes to my mind that i want out of my sight. SO read as you will but take no need to understand for what i write and what i think has no place in this head of mine nor in yours for it is all words that all never the same. Just to know a broken heart will mend to seek anothers unwanted sins. Blow a kiss and throw it down to show me your disquist. Let me know this is the end of all that we can ever have and i will quietly surrend to your force. A lovers death brings such sadness apon his or her death instead of joy of what they did as they lived. Kiss their head and suck there bones dry. Take all that they have and make it yours. Keep what they gave you and never look back. Remember what we had and never regret it. Smile at the good and dont think about the bad the worse is to come but dont look down. Keep your head up and show your pride to those around you who have doubt. Prove to the world that you have sprout above all of there little insults. Look down at them as a conquer of the land and cherish what you have....ok i think im done writing thanks for reading my random out spourts have a great whatcha macall it thingy! burning_eyes
Wiccan Renme · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 08:37am · 0 Comments |