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Here we are, we sit apart, Looked into your eyes, told you I wanted to have you, you said I'd have you for never, FORNEVER. Will I let you into my life Fornever, will you change, FORNEVER I tried to move on but your words, Your words Echo, Fornever will you have me, Fornever You looked at me and laughed, You knew Of how this all would end, Fornever Will you let me in, Fornever will I have you. Fornever, will we be together, Fornever Will you let me love you, Fornever. I want to have happiness, Fornever. Fornever, Fornever will you be mine And here we are, sitting apart, torn at heart. Fornever will you love me!
Wiccan Renme · Wed Apr 18, 2007 @ 02:55am · 0 Comments |
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she sat there beside me and just listen not many words were spoken except all the wrong ones. she sat there and took it as if nothing was wrong but everything was wrong and we both knew it. i made myself into an idiot and proved myself stupid she smile but it wasnt because of me. i couldnt help but to smile when i looked thinking how she was beside me she was probably thinking she should of never came with us. my body wont relax and like always i get sick. cant let go cause im just not ready yet, suprized she hasnt if i was her i would have. the time before was just the same i said all the wrong things and walked away filled with tears that i could not hide away. and she sat there waiting. sitting wishing waiting for what nothing but a ******** up she has better luck with all the other girls that want her. and i i will just sit wishing waiting on nothing cause im not worth the trouble. i would of taken the pain away but im afraid that i caused that pain and ill only make it worse. cause making it worse is all i know to do. goodbye to what i hold dear and goodnight to those who i fear.
Wiccan Renme · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 04:58am · 0 Comments |
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i hear a familar song brings back memories. I hear her name I look around to see if its her, but all I see is darkness. No one to be seen, no one to be heard for Im all alone inside my head, with thoughts of what if? And what could of been? But thats all in the past, I need to forget and remember all the best and hope for the worst to disappear. Some how it will always be near, never forgotten. Forever there and never hers always wanting and never having. Always and Never. Always and Never. you keep trying only to make it worse and you stop trying to make it better. Now tell me how that works. Tell me why i say all the wrong things to the right girl and all the right things to the wrong girl. Tell me why this is all backwards love|evol one in the same love and evil just backwards in spelling. Clever disquist for the thing we call love. but im just ranting cause i could think of no better way then get all these thoughts off my head. All the drama that is taking place. All the pity i should take. All the wasted breathes i take. It is all an illusion just a thought in your head that excapes to the outer world. Let lose in the lies and betrails what shall prevail. Its the world of she likes he likes him and her but wants the other one instead. And just to let the reader know there is no point to this just a random thought that comes to my mind that i want out of my sight. SO read as you will but take no need to understand for what i write and what i think has no place in this head of mine nor in yours for it is all words that all never the same. Just to know a broken heart will mend to seek anothers unwanted sins. Blow a kiss and throw it down to show me your disquist. Let me know this is the end of all that we can ever have and i will quietly surrend to your force. A lovers death brings such sadness apon his or her death instead of joy of what they did as they lived. Kiss their head and suck there bones dry. Take all that they have and make it yours. Keep what they gave you and never look back. Remember what we had and never regret it. Smile at the good and dont think about the bad the worse is to come but dont look down. Keep your head up and show your pride to those around you who have doubt. Prove to the world that you have sprout above all of there little insults. Look down at them as a conquer of the land and cherish what you have....ok i think im done writing thanks for reading my random out spourts have a great whatcha macall it thingy! burning_eyes
Wiccan Renme · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 08:37am · 0 Comments |
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Hatred has brought me this far love has set me back your face lights up my life your words make it dark even if you wanted me now i wouldnt want you anymore. Cant avoid the attachment your always in my heart like the blood that flows through Is it really this hard to forget about you i thought i throw you aside i guess not for your infront of me staring blantly back at me as if to ask me why i cant have you as my own. The knife is dull but it cuts deep like your love for me.
Wiccan Renme · Wed Oct 18, 2006 @ 10:56pm · 0 Comments |
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as i sit back and watch everyone else i see there lives slowly go by and all i have seen before. My live has been short and yet it has more then it should. good and bad the happy and sad. the simples of life and the complex complication..life has its twists and turns and yet we end up where fate wants us..so why is it so hard to get where we need to and why do we give up short of where we have to be.. is it fate or just laziness.... i pick laziness! hahaha ok well im bored and i feel like typing so i typed about nothing that i know of and i dont even think it makes sense but hey life doesnt always make sense!
Wiccan Renme · Sun Sep 17, 2006 @ 09:42am · 1 Comments |
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No one understands Why I stand Alone in the dark. The one I love Has left me loveless. Why do I hurt so With all this pain. This pain I can Not rid of. The broken heart Does not mend As I intended.
Wiccan Renme · Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 08:15pm · 0 Comments |
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u wont let me in i begged u to listen but u hung up and i was left. i told u i didnt want to go u cried and pushed me away u know that i love u and still u said goodbye i didnt want all of it to end this way i wanted it all to last the rest of my life just feel apart i watched as u loved some else and i sat around hoping that u would come back but u told me it was over with a goodbye kiss it was the first time in awhile that i had another drink its been forever since ive seen u but i know that when i see u u will not remember me and i know i wont forget cause u were the best thing in my life!
Wiccan Renme · Tue Sep 05, 2006 @ 08:13pm · 0 Comments |
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Lost
Im in the dark where are you? I need you by my side I dont want to feel lost but without you Im become twisted and insane I stand in the rain to see your face But Im still alone cause your never there I need u to stay with me my heart surrenders to you Comfort me im falling Darkness is coming And all i need is your love!
As I look for you I realize just how much I need you Do you need me? My world fell when you said those words You were the air i breathe Your all i ever wanted why cant you see that Dont leave me here i have no where to go Please turn back and look at me Tell me that you love me!
Your gone but why does it have to be What did I do wrong? how did I loss you to him? You told me that you where here to stay! Was it all a lie...what do I do now? I cant move on cause Im stuck on you I thought we were meant to be but I was wrong..Always wrong You could see that I LOVED YOU but you didnt care And i wish you did...and now im helpless and in the dark Lost for no one to find!
Wiccan Renme · Sun Jul 23, 2006 @ 10:34pm · 0 Comments |
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Staring your picture Knowing the mistake I made How stupid I was to give you up Wishing to have you back But Im not that lucky. I hurt you, made you cry Made you leave, and now I dont know how I could of done that to you You were the best thing in my life And I just pushed you aside. I should of cherished you Like a goddess,I should of bowed Down at your feet, begging Begging for your forgiveness Everyday, hoping it will be different That I will be better for you And you will forgive me for my mistakes But that will never happen Cause Im to stubborn to fix it So Im stuck staring at your pictures Just hoping, wishing, dreaming About you, the girl I let go.
Wiccan Renme · Sat Apr 08, 2006 @ 08:06pm · 0 Comments |
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