Well today ive been down...I dont know i guess this is something i need to get off my mind...
I feel caged and lonely again, maybe i should get use to it but i wish i could have someone i could love and hold for myself... sweatdrop
Maybe the fact of speaking about someone elses lost of love, made me realise that how much i missing...I guess dulling my mind of pixelling is kinda helping, but i hate having to wait up to the reality of being lonely.... i wrote a poem to help me cope
To suffer eternity
of silent loneliness,
seems to choke me...
My only reality is
that of a face
shadowed but solemn.
My face stained with tears.
fearing my furture,
to be alone and lose,
the meaning for a heart.
I clasp my hands together
praying for the first time;
that maybe one day,
these forgetton wings
will learn to fly again.
So i can flee this cage.
The bars of blackened pain.
I long to be free...
I long to be loved...
Place back a smile on me.
love me...
 Kittie Blocks · Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 05:35pm · 0 Comments |
