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OH the unfairness! to just as I get my freedom and establish my hunting grounds to yank it all away! with this I am left to turn to real people to feed my lusts! its not going to be good for them either... unfortunate really, they are so vibrant and full of life... but if I stay my hand and do not feed I will be driven back into dormacy and I will not do that to those that I have relationships with here. my friends and my boy toy *sighs in longing at that one* those who, though it is a weakness, are teaching me to care again. but the people! their beating hearts call to me, I see them beating like miniature explosions within their chests... its enough to make my knees weak, I want them so badly.... their necks and wrists, their bodys and blood... its pain, its pain to walk among them and have to stay my hand, I want to touch them, lick, bite and feed off them... this is old torture though, I survived it befor... i suppose I can survive it again, though this time I am chained only by the fact that I would have to explain a body should I do what I so desire to do...