Meh, get your laptop taken away for a few days and you don't get to write in your journal. >.<
Again, not that anyone reads this, it's more of an output of my daily thoughts and a way to get a free 50 gold. Which...if I continue to do this every day I should have enough gold to get my dream avi in about...150 thousand days. And that's not counting inflation. T.T Oh well, I'll work my way up there, slowly but surely.
Now, for today...and the past two days...
Not much has gone on. The week dragged on for what seemed to be forever. Doesn't help that I got like, ten hours of sleep in the last three nights.
I had a long conversation with a good friend of mine. It was meaningful, which doesn't really happen a lot. Not to me anyway...But we talked about our thoughts and feelings, it was mostly me, now that I realize it, and my friend was kinda like a psychiatrist. I just hope that s/he doesn't subtlely drop anything we talked about, that would kinda crush my soul. But s/he won't do that, because I have faith in that person.
I'm just rambling at this point, but I don't care. I don't really care about anything anymore, which is one of the main reasons why I think life is worth living now. No more emo thoughts of suicide or anything like that. Not that I even had anything to dwell on that was as serious as suicide. It just makes me sad that such people who actually do exist, because they haven't tried to see how things could turn out.
Everything can change.
And with that,
Oyasuminasai,
~Kai-kun
Again, not that anyone reads this, it's more of an output of my daily thoughts and a way to get a free 50 gold. Which...if I continue to do this every day I should have enough gold to get my dream avi in about...150 thousand days. And that's not counting inflation. T.T Oh well, I'll work my way up there, slowly but surely.
Now, for today...and the past two days...
Not much has gone on. The week dragged on for what seemed to be forever. Doesn't help that I got like, ten hours of sleep in the last three nights.
I had a long conversation with a good friend of mine. It was meaningful, which doesn't really happen a lot. Not to me anyway...But we talked about our thoughts and feelings, it was mostly me, now that I realize it, and my friend was kinda like a psychiatrist. I just hope that s/he doesn't subtlely drop anything we talked about, that would kinda crush my soul. But s/he won't do that, because I have faith in that person.
I'm just rambling at this point, but I don't care. I don't really care about anything anymore, which is one of the main reasons why I think life is worth living now. No more emo thoughts of suicide or anything like that. Not that I even had anything to dwell on that was as serious as suicide. It just makes me sad that such people who actually do exist, because they haven't tried to see how things could turn out.
Everything can change.
And with that,
Oyasuminasai,
~Kai-kun
