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Why The Hell Are You Looking In My Journal?
This journal tells the truths about me, most are painful.....but that is how my life is....painful and dark.
THE LOSS
.......AS IF MY LIFE COULD GET ANY WORSE.......WHY?..WHY DO BAD THINGS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?...IT'S LIKE IT'S NEVER GONNA END.......I HAVE LOST MY COUSIN...HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND...HE WAS LIKE MY BROTHER...........WE WHERE SO CLOSE.......AND NOW HE'S GONE FOREVER....I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO....IT'S NOT FAIR...IT'S NOT FAIR!!!!!.............I DON'T GET IT...........I HATE THIS, I HATE EVERYTHING.........I HATE MY LIFE.........HE WAS AT MY HOUSE JUST A FEW DAYS AGO........AND NOW HE'S DEAD...AND THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO......DAMN IT crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying






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Dark Palidin0
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commentCommented on: Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 01:38pm
I'm really sorry i dunno what else to say really i'm bad with things like this so i suppose i'm just sorry... there is only really one thing i can say and that is it gets better takes time but it does get better. My best friend died 4 months ago i still miss him loads but i'm getting better just focus on the good times and the bad times will just be forgotton. I made the mistake of dwelling on the week before he died and that is all i can remember i was with him when he had a fit i can remember screaming and crying, seeing his pain and then nothing he got up and came home with me after a while and 4 days later he died.I suppose i'm trying to say remember the good times and don't be sad if i died and someone was sad about my death i'd come back and tell them to be happy but maybe for you i'd come back for good but i don't think that is allowed. So keep your chin up and if you ever need to talk i'm here for you.


commentCommented on: Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 09:14am
Reiley.....
First I wanna say sorry about you cousin, Im sure your cousin has gone to a better place.
It's sad to see someone you love pass away, but just remember, would they like to see you sad about their deaths?
Not that much, they'd like you to remember all the good times you had with them, the fun times, and when you smiled.
And that should be the memory that is kept
I'm not saying it's easy, but you have to at least try Reiley

May your cousin rest in peace, and truely I am sorry for your loss....

If you need to talk about anything, Im still here Reiley, dont worry....

Now take care...



Pyro Solace
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