my life is pretty much pointless. my friends are stupid(and i just found out one of my best frinds is bi) ( and she thinks i am which is hilarious) and i really dont know where im at in life. im stuck in between wanting to be a good crhristian and not being able to. i am confused and depressed, and it isnt just a phase. i really wish it was. the guy that i like(apples) is the biggest idiot ever, and hate liking him, but i cant help it. He act like he cares about me but i serously think it because hes to nice to just push me away. sure he calls me every nite, and sends me a text message at night before ho goes to bed, just to tell me goodnight. i told him i didnt like him the other day, just to see if i said it if it would come true... it didnt. i am still hopelessly in (like) with him. i am afrai to tell him how i feel, cuz he like me as a friend and nothing more. but yeah enough blabbering about pointless crap. (my life) im gonna go.
Bluish Drippings · Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 11:23pm · 1 Comments |