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ok so im grounded for a week how will i live without gaia for a week?neways, me and apples bbroke up because our relationship was too serious. neways i gotta go. <3!!!
Bluish Drippings · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 07:12pm · 0 Comments |
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ok so im super excited, because "apples" said "i love you" last night when we were on the phone, but he hung up the second he said it so i didnt get to say it back, so now i feel a little retarded, because i left him a voicemail saying i love you too. lol im a loser. but im so happy!
Bluish Drippings · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 04:20pm · 0 Comments |
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yay love! im goin to see charlie and the choclate factory!
Bluish Drippings · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 11:15pm · 0 Comments |
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ok so me and "apples" are dating(again) and im finally happy. we kissed and then decided to go out. lol. so yeah. im not single!!!! yay!ok im done
Bluish Drippings · Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 02:57pm · 0 Comments |
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ok so "apples" and i had a thing for a while, then we didnt, then we did, then we didnt, then we did. its like, evry time he sees me, he likes me, but when we are on the phone, he doesnt. hes so confusing, and of course i still like him (yes 4 months later) but i really dont see us going anywhere until school starts at least. what will i do??? question
Bluish Drippings · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 05:01pm · 0 Comments |
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my life is pretty much pointless. my friends are stupid(and i just found out one of my best frinds is bi) ( and she thinks i am which is hilarious) and i really dont know where im at in life. im stuck in between wanting to be a good crhristian and not being able to. i am confused and depressed, and it isnt just a phase. i really wish it was. the guy that i like(apples) is the biggest idiot ever, and hate liking him, but i cant help it. He act like he cares about me but i serously think it because hes to nice to just push me away. sure he calls me every nite, and sends me a text message at night before ho goes to bed, just to tell me goodnight. i told him i didnt like him the other day, just to see if i said it if it would come true... it didnt. i am still hopelessly in (like) with him. i am afrai to tell him how i feel, cuz he like me as a friend and nothing more. but yeah enough blabbering about pointless crap. (my life) im gonna go.
Bluish Drippings · Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 11:23pm · 1 Comments |
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ok so men completly suck. ok so the guy i like(lets call him apples)is really dumb. one minute he likes me and is all flirting with me, the next minute, he just"wants to be frinds" seriously, what the hell is up with that? yeah, i hurt his feelings when i said no when he asked me out. but it sounded like he was being pressured. he said (in a text message) "deb thinks we should go out. well should we?" well i think all relationships where one member is being pressured are destined to turn out badly. i know from experience. how was i to know that this was his way of asking me out and serouisly meaning it. he coulda just said" i really like you. will you go out with me?" where i would have said yes. i told him we should be friends for a while longer. well i hurt him, so he stopped liking me, while i started liking him even more. it sucks so bad, cuz i like him so much but he said he liked me again, then he didnt. ok he serously needs to make up his mind. ARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! (i love apples)
Bluish Drippings · Sat Feb 26, 2005 @ 03:53am · 0 Comments |
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hmmmmm. im bored and tired. so anyways, im updating this here journal thingy. well,the guy i like and i have beeen talking alot on the phone, 2 hrs each nite, we are going to a dance together as "friends"(though i hope as more) and he knows i like him, but the question is does he like me? i think so but im not sure.lalala makeim512 belongs to me. j/k booboo, (thats her nickname) ok well, i gotta go an ponder about my piontless life.
Bluish Drippings · Sun Feb 06, 2005 @ 04:32pm · 0 Comments |
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ok then ive decided to write in this incredibly piontless journal. arent journals supposed to be private? yall gaia people are wierd, but hey, thats why i joined. to meet other wierd people and talk crazy talk. yawn....i was up all night at a colorgaurd competition. we got 8th out of 11 schools. kinda bad. oh well. well then i guess im gonna write some piontless poetry that make no sense. i love evreybody who actually gives a damn about me and is reading this thing.
Bluish Drippings · Sun Jan 23, 2005 @ 06:54pm · 0 Comments |
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