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I want one confused
To replace the freshman.
To get him out of my mind.
completely.

why did I let myself get into something like that?
Why did I let myself fall for him?
Why wasnt I enough........?

ugh. what a jackass.
He says he likes me so much
that he's had the most fun with me out of any chick he's ever been with
that I'm so great and mature and beautiful
that he's got a girl friend.
that we need to 'take a break'
that I should stay on my toes bc he's not sure how long it'll last


and he thinks I'll stick around?
and he thinks it doesnt hurt?
and he thinks I'm actually ok with it?

well, I'm not. I'm hurting.