Dear Journal and all who read them,
I hate being sick, its soo annoying stare I want to get better already. I didn't go to school today because of this stupid sickness. I didn't get to see my friends or really talk to any of them. I was hopeing to go to the movies with my Spooky, but thats if she doesn't have any make-up work. Also if I'm feeling better, I don't care when we go as long as we go. I haven't really seen her this week, are we drifting apart Spooky-sama? If you would have told me about the One Act play I would have tried out, then we could be having more fun before you leave cry I was in acting in middle school, remember I don't hear annoucements because I'm at the academy in the mornings. Oh well, whats done is done. I'm glad I haven't seen that Bitchface stressed Ali at school. She is a total two face backstabber!! (She told her brother that she hates me and she was going to kill me. He has no reason to lie to me, he has a crush on me redface ) Back in the 4th grade I was her only friend, no one wanted to hang out with her rofl I felt bad so I talk to her. At a dance back in October, she was trying to make fun of the way I was dancing. A cool rave song came on so we started raving and she tried to get my friends to make fun of me. We just look at her stare and then started dancing.(but she doesn't know how to dance at all and thats because she is in the dance team)She kept dancing up on her younger brother and he was trying to get away, I felt bad for him. I use to hear her talk about me a little bit afterschool, I would just walk up to her and stand there and ask her what she was talking about. Last year she starting seating at my lunch table, and this year she eats breakfast at my table too. If she doesn't like me so much then why does she always sit with me? I should just go up to her and tell her "Well, I am honored that you took the time out of your day to say something about me. Wow, I'm that important? blaugh " But I still wonder why I treat her the same, I guess its because she hasn't told me anything to my face or tried to start something. I wonder if I'm too nice question Or maybe...I don't know. Wow when I'm sick I rant surprised lol Oh well. Hopefully I get better by tomorrow.
~Rika~
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As far as breaking up w/ Brandon...I can't help you there. It would be rather hard to break up w/ someone you like. You guys have a long distance relationship while living in the same town...well...basically. How often do you talk to him on the phone? Personally, I wouldn't, but that's only because I wouldn't give a ******** if Ali tried to threaten me. She can go suck a ********.
Hope you feel better soon. I missed you today. I don't know if I'll be able to go out this weekend. I'll try to finish my project tonight, so we can do stuff, but don't bank on it too much.
Oh and I'm all sad too. I think Kahea has a Prom date already. crying I'm not entirely sure though. Do you talk to him a lot? Find out for me if you do, please!