All right, I have an article critique I need to be doing, but since no one reads this, this Gaia journal is a great way to blow off some steam with everything.
I WANT TO SCREAM! I am SO stressed right now. Between my school work, drama with people, stupid people in my classes, money issues (ie, having some), and generally being exhausted, I'm ready to mother ******** scream. I have so much I have to get done, so much I have to remember, so many roles to play.
And I feel like I can't fail at any of them. I feel like I have to be perfect and cheery in all that I do. Right now I just want to say "******** all of you!" and go do what I want. Go and just sit in my room, play video games and read until I feel like I can deal with the world again.
I've had enough. I really have. When I think of everything I have to do, I get sick to my stomach. There is a point where a person just has too ******** much.
And I'm sorry I'm using '********' a lot, but I'm too tired to try and think of a more intelligent word. I just don't care right now. I just want to collapse in a ball and tell everyone who gives me stress and worry to go away. My friends can come and collapse in a ball beside me and join in the reading and video games.
UGH! *screams loudly*
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