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weeeee..... life sux sweatdrop =[ i know this sounds REALLY REALLY stupid but im just expressing myself...and its not like im gnna...this is just a place to actually write down my feelings and thoughts...but right now...i feel like just shriveling up and dieing crying =[ getting dumped...is so hard 2 deal with >.< and i bet all u girls know what im talking about >.> well...some of u...some of u probably still have the "perfect guy" or "the one" well...be careful...and hold on tiiiiggghhht.... try not to get a very serious relationship >.< or get hooked so much....otherwise if something happens it'll hurt even more...=[ i know im only 14...and lots of ppl say i shouldnt even be going out yet but.... its MY choice...not theirs...and i choose to have a serious relationship or to go out... its MY life...so MY choice.... *sigh* ... I feel like...ripping my heart out and stabbing it 500 times... though...if i even begin to find my heart i'd die before getting to it >.> so no fun out of that.... As each day goes by i feel like my heart is getting colder =[ or just simply...disappearing... i need to somehow make it stop...