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what I think of love
Isnt it funny how love works out? You love someone so much, and you always feel like their will be a fairy tale ending, but there never is. how you try so hard to be everything they want in a girl, but you end up embarrasing yourself or making yourself less what they want, or also when you love them they love someone else, but that person loves someone else, just a huge cycle of someone loving someone, but that someone you want not loving you. i guess thats life for us right? i hate when people say, oh well he is missing out, your a great girl and he is a dumbass for not being with you, your so much prettier, funnier, smarter than her, but if that was true, wouldnt i be the one he is holding tightly or thinking about everynight before he goes to bed? also when they say "oh your time will come, just be patient." you know thats pretty hard, because it makes me happy to be loved by someone other than my friends or family, and at a young age you want that and all the time. i just dont understand love, it makes me never feel good enough, i find myself to have a fun personality and other good features. i dont put out, and im never going to. and if a guy doesnt like that screw him i guess because i only do stuff with a guy will dating. but i guess guys are to into telling there friends, oh yeah i "********" her, i dont want a guy like that, but i want someone to love me and i love back, i guess ill never truely understand the reason/concept of love, but when i do find love, i hope i understand everything. to be continued
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