Last night Olette and I stayed up talking all night. Mostly about the war. She's concerned she won't be of help, I think. But I'm sure she will be.
Me... I'm going to miss all the things I'm going to be leaving behind. I didn't realize just what I would be giving up by joining this war until then. I won't get to play blitzball anymore. I won't get to see my other friends anymore. I won't get to see my parents.
I'm not going to miss school at all. xp
I'm a little scared now. I wasn't before, but now everything is starting to hit me. I don't know if I'm ready for war.
I saw someone die today.
I think it was the Chaser I've heard about. We all fought him today. And because he was beaten, the Darkness destroyed him. All that was left was dust. It feels... unreal. There was no body so, in a way it's almost like it didn't happen. I guess I have mixed feelings.
On the plus side, Sora's got his heart and all his memories back. That much I can be glad for.
Well. I'm glad for Olette, too. She helped me through my hard time last night. And I feel kinda better about all this because of it. I'm not sure if I'm really ready, but I think I'm more ready than I was.
We can do this. If we stick together.
` To Zanarkand · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 09:41am · 1 Comments |